Why is life so hard.

As most of you know I lost my dad on Friday evening. He has had a rough time the last 7.5months after his heart attack. He fought a good fight. I keep asking myself why do these things happen? He was so young and in great health. Ella was really starting to know him and understand he was pappey. My heart breaks for Ella and that she will never really know him. As I try to understand I do know that his heart attack changed his outlook on life. It brought us closer together and made me realize life can be to short and to treasure your time with the people you love why they are here. I also know he did not deserve to live a life where he never felt good and was in and out of the hospital. I have peace knowing now he is well and does not have to suffer anymore. I also know that I am going to miss him so much and wish that I had just a little more time to spend with him.